da lamer tk update .. yeah .. mls . haha .. well .. n0ting much g0in on .. d punk/metal gig d other dae was best . state of decay maen ok uh . STATE OF DECAY KENTAL . hahaha . met lotsa new frends der . dey wer frendly .. guys are frendlier than gerls , WHY ?! den dint mosh . dey were all using fucken sidezips wif c0ne studs and its fucken g0na hurt .. some pple saw my "i LoVe u" undies . c0mments .. "PANTAT LAWA~" ahahaha ! ida ! read dis !! HE said my pantat lawa !! HE SAID IT ! im over d m0on ~ aper jeles kaper huh ?! tkya jeles ! de suker aku ! bkn kau laa .. tkm0 prasan !! de cal aku uh !!! hahaha ! t0dae one whole dae gad0 ngan ida .. b0ut ader laa nie ehem!ehem! . heh ! well fer th0se wh0 n0e pls keep ur m0uth shut . SHUT ! ZziPp ! hehex ! hes a frend of mine's frend . wahaha . yehh .. actuali t0dae i was supp0sed t0 feel d0wn . d0wn . d0wn . i am .. still .. bt trying t0 c0mpose maself back . be wh0 i used t0 be . nt t0 br0od over spilled milk . she came over , br0ke d news , tears fall d0wn , m0ment of silence as b0th frends weep .. wen she told me , i tried t0 hold back my tears . bt i jus cant . der is s0meting stuck in my thr0at tt i tried t0 f0rce it d0wn bt failed and it all jus gushed owt . m0re tears than i ever expected . it reali t0re my heart . m0re than jus t0re . its loike its .. ARGHH ! im SCARRED . i hav gt no one . i reali donn0e wad t0 d0 . seeing me cry makes her cry . n i jus cudnt get d w0rds outta my m0uth . its hard f0r me t0 handle such big impact tt suddenly hit me . i cudnt take it .. i lo0ked at d letter i wr0te . tears roll d0wn my cheeks as a flashback suddenly cr0ssed my mind . all seems s0 fast . im late . t0o late . ders n0 turning back time . its over .. ITS OVER .

apa khabar smue .. long time i nvr update . mls .. haha . lebih baek main paperdollheaven knz ! s0 s0 , i hate SOYAL . f0rever n ever ... n EVER !!! eeeeeee ! geram .. okie yest dint g0 t0 chem c0s dint n0e wart time tt ting start den overslept one h0ur .. m0m w0ke me up SCREAMING saying i missed m0i class n ida called me . babi knz .. haha . den i wan j0ti t0 teach me back ! if i g0 oso n0 use , loike i c0ncentrate c0s tt babi ida sit bside me talk r0t . ahakz ! den t0dae w0ke up early c0s my cuz'n , nima she blardee hell gave me wake up call at 12.30 .. she ask if im c0ming over t0 slp at my kak sedare hse c0s my kak sedare n her family went on hol till tues s0 we hav her hse all t0 ourself ! we hav t0 feed her dying cat . haha .. n wash d plants .. take care of d hse .. yerp .. n im sleeping der tmw .. i d0wana slp w/o my m0mmie !! haha .. tk biase uh . heh .. den aft i put d0wn d f0ne den i g0 switch on tv watch lilo n stitch .. abe tertd0 lagik .. sampai kol 3 .. ahakz . yest my m0m b0ught me SAP chem n phy .. den later i g0na study ! yesar ! haha . hmm .. t0nite i meeting j0tii i guess .. den i w0nt be h0me till tues pple !!

heyloo ! t0dae w0ke up at ..... 1.30 pm . i t0t i was early fer d kendarat bt actualli dey oready left at 11 siia . busted . hahaha . den t0dae nvr outs .. j0tii came here n "study" . haha .. hmm .. yest i went out ! wiv malek , ab , zai , nadia , faz , saf , fahmy n his gf . it was damn fun wiv dem ard . hahaha . ab n zai are craps .. j0kers . haha .. me , fahmy , faz , nadia , malek n ab g0 take train t0 d0uby ghaut wer we met saf n zai n fahmy gf . den we g0 eat at long j0hns .. den went t0 PS . in d lift .. w0ahh ! klaka siiak . as usual zai had t0 d0 his own stuffs . den tk bley tahan sey ketawe ! hehe . den we discussed wad sh0w we wana watch .. den we all wana watch GHOST TRAIN . sumer mati2 nk tgk bt its at 12.00 nyte . den me n malek cant , bt d rest puj0k kiter , say if we d0nt watch dey all d0nt watch . den malek told dem t0 g0 ahead aah . den dey sae see furs .. den we t0ok 14 t0 kat0ng . g0 jamming .. den tgh diri2 si zai maen tolak2 den i nearly fell . at tt p0int aleh2 wan followed by ariff kecik , harold n k0dy walk past me . ryte in fr0nt of me n i was loike "eh , wan !" den he smiled . d place cramp giler babi sak . w0kie we t0ok r0om one . den ab play drums , zai n me v0cals . nadia n faz gitar . malek bass . played latters t0 y0u , san dimas , in my eyes , no reas0n , friends of the enemy n m0re .. dint get d chance t0 play . bt nvr mind . nex time den .. den its nyte , t0ok 14 g0 t0 bed0k int . den take wad bus g0 TM . haha . onli me , nadia , malek , zai , ab n faz left . saf had t0 g0 hm den later he c0me back . fahmy n his gf g0 m0tek laa . haha . dey wana watch GHOST TRAIN . dey b0ught tix . den me n malek n nadia blah . nadia nk alek skejap .. take 81 den gt cute lil boi inside !! s0 kewt ! malek play wiv tt b0i . hehe ..den we went hm den i c0ok nasi wiv telor wiv h0td0g .. sedapp .. =P

haluuu !! t0dae was FUN ! went t0 sent0sa . haper sajer laa nie fadz kater i gi batam ! tu bs0k lerr ! narie gi sent0sa swimming2 , enj0y ! bs0k gi batam , tk sabar u !! hahaha . s0 hw was t0dae ? t0dae was damn FUN . even th0 its jus me , dayah , lynn , seha n wan , WE made it fun . yeahh .. wan was treated loike one of our gfs . s0 kewt ! pweety b0ii ~ heh . den wad arh .. we jus selam2 in d water . den pple saw fish loike a metre long .. was it ? no , lesser .. hmmz .. abt half a metre . loike tt loike tt larh !! den erm , lynn cook pasta !! s0o0o0o sedap !!! hehe . me n dayah d big eater ! haha . den , i felt lone ly ar .. my "siisters" wasnt der , seeing dayah , seha n lynn t0gether makes me feels s0 lonely . i t0t my sisters wud b der wen i need dem . wen im lonely .. SO ! da kol 4 liddat , we pack up .. w0re makeup . OH ! ader org tu pakai make-up gak , U !!! hahahaha !! hehehehawhawhaw !! heehaw ! heehaw ! den in d train , 4 of us stand in one c0rner while wan sat d0wn .. den kiter kaca02 wan , den wan JELING siia ! den dayah said , "makk ! bdk tu SE-TEP siiak !!" hahaha . at d same time in d train gt 2 minahs , den we did it purp0sely in a minah t0ne . haha . n bising siia in d train .. dun0 wad GORILLA wiv peace sign . we all laugh loike shit sey ! btol nyer tk bley ang ah tgk nie seha . prangai mcm j0ker siiak ! dey were s0 damn funny ! n seha t0ld us abt dis guy in d train earlier on , listening t0 lagu jiwang in his mp3 . dgn muker2 dier , mcm tgh shiok gtu ! ngan bibir dier , mater dier . hahahaha ! keykek ! den umm , went t0 eat at long j0hn silvers !! mmmm sedap ! den we gerls , i mean POMPAN TULEN g0 take 81 . wan , d fake gerl , pweety b0i took his own bus hm .. den i went hm , had to follow mom t0 loyang p0int . den driink c0ke float den THE END . my b0dy pain siia .. my arm 3-t0ne siiak . n0 m0re 2-t0ne . s0 uglyyyy . i feel loike im in d sea mann ..........

" t0dae is g0na be d dae tt dey g0na thr0w it back t0 u "

i wana g0 slp ! malas nk blog ! buhbyes ! tc every single one of everyone !!

nw imma at h0me . duhh ~ later mite owtz wiv br0 . n kak aisyah . n SEHA . blablabla . last nyte b4 sleep , talk wiv malek . abit chit chat wiv him abt our love lives . bt actualy talked abt his laa .. asked hw many ex he has .. which one he loves m0st . actually uh , malek is a nwice br0 . onli at nyte .. hahaha . i advised him on lotsa stuffs loike hw i advised FEEQ . hahaha . i cudnt f0rgive seha f0r breaking my br0's heart ! c0s tts bad ! bad bad bad ! hahaha . shes s0 nt nwice .. n shes loike .. OHMYGAWD . haha . h0h0 . hehe . huhu . hihi .

hmm . t0dae nvr outz again . i shud hav g0ne out wiv my m0msie ! c0s kak yam n her m0m came d0wn fr0m KL . den g0 masjid sultan .. den g0 jln2 . if i went owt wiv dem cn g0 eat siia . hishh !! heh . den rytes . last nyte played scrabble wiv ma man , my br0 laa ..he win ! nt fair ! he gt 255 p0ints den i get abt 183 ahh ! at least i gt sec0nd ! haha . k laa . nk g0 slp !! TTFN ! [tata f0r nw]

wad ahh .. t0dae g0 take ne0 again . den g0 play b0wling . wiv s0yal n buster0 . furs2 nk g0 play p0ol ... den loike s0 many chinese guys den we g0 play b0wling uh . i came in sec0nd !! weee` fadz gt last . n az gt furs ! s0yal btol ... hahaha . k i played quite well .. wakakaka ! s0 .. dis guy im chatting wiv fr0m my sk0ol is t0tally freaking me owt . i nvr knew him till i chat wiv him . n he n0es s0meting tt i fucking tink tt tt kinda guy d0nt n0e . u n0e ? argh !! nvm . hes t0tally freaking me owt siia ... eeee .. ok laa .. t0nite gt DIA !! n O.C n LOST . hahaha ! i hate fefe ! AND dwee is s0 b0do bin bahalol . stupid minah . hahaha , okay t0odles ~

ola pple ! hehe . t0 start it off , i was s0 mendak at h0me t0dae . seha ajk me kua , bt i s0me s0rta lazy t0 g0 owt wiv her .. vewy b0red ar kla0 kua ngan mina . haha . hmm .. yest i met j0ti .. was it yest ? or m0n ? haish .. im getting m0re n m0re f0rgettable these daes . i f0rget tings easily . hahas . n umm .. tmw mite outz wiv az n fadz aka s0yal n buster0 respectively . hehe .. dun0 uh play p0ol or b0wlingg .. h0pe is p0ol - swimming p0ol !! hehe . i mish swiimming . hey i hav d ryte t0 say i loike swimming even th0 i cant aye fadz . hehehe ! fadz nie ar ! sukerrrrrrrrr kut0k aku kater aku tatau swim bt water is fun aye .. at least nw i cn learn t0 at least fl0at . at least its s0meting .. hehehe ! oh well oh well ! gtg nw ! wana play bass again . org da b0red - b0ring - b0red0m !! tmw nk wear wad uh ? k BYE !!